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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

A LIFELESS DEATH......

The show is over
Pull the curtains down
Put the lights out
The game is played
And I, have lost
My heart battered
Bruised and Burnt.
This pain,
It cannot sustain,
It has succumbed to my brutal fate.

The night is dark
The shadows don't scare me
I talk to the walls
I stare into nothing
I am free today
Of my commitments to you
This feeling is awful
Perhaps,just because its new.
But i will learn to die
A new death everyday
To survive without you,
In every way.
I will build around me
A wall so strong
No one will enter
It life long
I will turn into a stone;
In myself
EMotions i will drown.
I will not let you touch me;
So that you can hurt me no more.
Your affection ,your kiss,
your touch,
Oh! That bliss;
The brutality with which,
At me you hiss-
Will not make me weak.
I will close my eyes
And do as you say;
I will give you this life'
If you want it that way.

I have lost the ability
To love anymore
This wound in my heart
Only time can cure.
I can't beg to you
To come back to me;
I will not question
Your games with me.
I just know one truth-
That i had loved you,
Trusted you,wanted you, cared for you.
But you killed me the day,
You told me you couldn't be mine;
Now still dreaming of having you
Would be like chasing a dime.

Happiness and success
Are all I wish for you.
May you find someone who loves you,
More than i could ever do.
The dreams of you
I will bury in my heart;
Will never be a hinderance
In your path;
I will go away from you life
If you shall ever want so;
But your memories will stay
Carved deeply in my soul;
And will disappear
Only with my death!

2 Comments:

Blogger Amrish said...

This one of the best I have read in quite some time.

"I am free today
Of my commitments to you
This feeling is awful
Perhaps,just because its new."

loved these line....Keep writing.

18/6/07 11:50 AM  
Blogger Arjay said...

"But i will learn to die
A new death everyday
To survive without you,
In every way."

Its got emotion. Its got power.

- From one poet to another.

15/4/09 10:04 PM  

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